Monday, September 27, 2010

Developments......



I’m in Peru! It is 11:00 at night and there is a party next door with really loud music. I communicate with different sounds that communicate the same feelings and actions as in English. Wow! Sometimes I freeze in shock that I’m in a different country. It really is like entering a new world.

So what have I been doing besides thinking? I have continued to make Spanish flashcards as you see! This past week I spent some time at the conservatory. Monday morning I went with an English student who is cousin to the conductor of the Trujillo Orchestra. I talked to the conductor for a bit and discovered in about 3 minutes that yes, I am going to play the Mendelssohn Violin Concerto with the orchestra. In fact as soon as I want! I also spent time conversing with Ronald about music in Trujillo and learning about teaching Branco. The English student who took me has been taking piano lessons for 5 years at the conservatory. We did a little musical exchange in a practice room (he played his music and I played bits and pieces) and I got to meet his pianist friend. Right before lu

nch with Ronald, I was introduced to a violinist in the orchestra and heard him play. He wants violin lessons. I am going to have to get really good at saying no. Right now, since Spanish is my heavy focus, it is fairly easy to see my schedule

and see that there is simply not time for more! Later, once things loosen up it will be much harder. I am grateful for these opportunities for new relationships that God is opening up.

God has blessed me with new friends Albert, Caleb, John Pierre, and Pablo outside of Peru Mission. They are starting a music school in Trujillo with the goal to raise excellent musicians for the Church. As of now, I am unable to work with them but I hope to be able to be affiliated with them and pray and encourage their progress. I have spent a lot of time at their home getting to know them. I love getting to speak non-stop Spanish for several hours and also the time of spiritual encouragement, as well as a chance to get out of the house. Their dad is a pastor of an independent church in Trujillo called El Camino. He really challenged me to get in the Word as much as possible. He told me (in Spanish) “The more you get into the Word, the less satisfaction and pleasure you have with the things of the World.” I really appreciate their hospitality!

We are all now realizing we are here to live. This is longer than a 2 week trip! Things have gotten more frustrating in some ways and encouraging in other ways. I love hearing a word I just made a flashcard for and realizing that I actually know what it means! Communication has gotten better. Please pray for perseverance for all of us here. Please pray for all of us fellows to continue to adjust and for the missionaries as they are short-handed right now. Please pray for me as I start to develop relationships with musicians, that I could love them with the love of Christ. Thank you for your prayers regarding my Spanish. I feel like I understand the majority of what people are saying and can communicate in several different tenses. This month completes my formal study of grammar and we start more conversation and writing. Thank you again for your prayers and support! Dios le bendiga!!!

Friday, September 17, 2010

The Mercies of the Lord Endure Forever


The days continue to go very quickly here! God has continued to bless me with new friends and relationships and encouraging growth in Spanish. This past week every night when I've gone to bed, my brain begins to think in Spanish. I speak to myself in my head in Spanish and try to conjugate verbs. It is a little annoying but I'm hoping all of this processing will amount to more growth! This week was a getting back on track week for me. I was hoping to be able to do more work in the music community but found out that I'm still to be making Spanish a huge priority. This is good as it allows me to refocus even if a little disappointing. It is exciting to be hearing the words you are learning and actually know what they mean!
Since I work on Saturdays and Sundays, Wednesday is my day off. Wednesday afternoon, Maresa and
I went to the beach. It was a beautiful time of meditation on God's love. As I watched the huge waves come crashing down I was reminded of the great love of Jesus crashing around me on all sides! God has really convicted me to get in His Word more. It has been a huge encouragement to me throughout the day. Yesterday as I was sending a message to a friend Hebrews 12:1-2 came to me very strongly. Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2 looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12:1-2 Thank you Lord, for your Spirit at work within us and for your Word which is our comfort and support! As I miss family and friends, I have to lean more on God. He is continually reminding me that His love is the only love that will satisfy my deepest longing. May I be soft and moldable clay in His hands......

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Thoughts..........

Almost as soon as I stepped off of the plane in Lima, Peru, my view of poverty and wealth changed. I began to see myself in a different light. Why have I been born to privilege, wealth, love, and joy when others are born to poverty, hate, and sadness? Although I don’t know the answer to this question, I know that because I was born in those circumstances I have a tremendous responsibility on my shoulders. We have started reading When Helping Hurts by Brian Fikkert and Steve Corbett. It is very thought-provoking. It is hard to come to grips with the World’s problems, my responsibility, and my inability to change the problems. It is easy to go to one extreme or the other in my thinking. One extreme: I’m totally deficient and cannot make much difference so I won’t do anything. Or the other extreme thinking that there is a lot I could accomplish on my own. As a follower of Jesus, I am called to do something in His grace. This is really an act of faith knowing that God must cause what I do to prosper and grow for it to really matter. I am still trying to figure out how to fulfill my calling to help the poor and needy. Whether it means giving diapers to the baby of the women who sits across from SALI every day, giving handouts to beggars, or saving my uneaten food for someone who needs it, I don’t know. There are so many problems most of which have no easy solution! When Helping Hurts suggests that poverty is caused by broken relationships. How are these relationships healed? How can I become involved in this relational process especially when I am broken all over? These are questions which have been at the forefront of my mind. Heidi told me “Since we have great education and wealth, it is our responsibility to use these God-given gifts for the Kingdom of God.” So, instead of feeling guilty because I have been given material wealth, I should share with others and receive from them the gifts that I don’t have. Material wealth doesn’t mean happiness. I don’t need to feel sorry for those who have less than me. They probably have learned lessons I haven’t or have a greater wealth of understanding.

September was the second month of teaching in SALI and most of us kept the same class time we had before. I have a couple of new students and am continually reminded to pray for their salvation. God has brought these specific 154 persons from all the people in Trujillo to come. Please pray that we could have good conversations and that they would see the difference in the Christians and ask questions.

A week and a half ago, I ate dinner with Ronald and Branco, his son. Ronald is a violinist here in Trujillo who has a ministry in Porvenir for children who cannot afford to take violin lessons. He is a prominent as a violinist in the Symphony Orchestra, and as a Suzuki teacher. I am now Branco’s new violin teacher. My studio has grown to two! God has used Ronald and Branco to be a blessing to me! It is really fun to listen to classical music and chat about the details of different pieces and composers. Sometimes the Spanish goes way over my head! Ronald is helping me get connected with the orchestra here. It sounds like I may be playing a concert with them soon!

My Spanish is going full charge ahead. Many times I feel so stupid and don’t want to open my mouth because whatever comes out is going to be full of errors! However, whenever I think this, I hear “Well, you have to try” in my head. I try to make 10-20 new flashcards every day, Monday through Friday. Usually a very frustrating day of Spanish indicates a big learning curve. Sunday night, I spent about 4-5 hours speaking and listening primarily in Spanish and that night I dreamed in Spanish and woke up thinking in Spanish. I was ectastic!!!!

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